When I turned forty, I had no idea who I was anymore. I felt like I had lost my voice. I was drowning. I had always been a writer, but I gave up writing in college. I didn’t think I was good enough.

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Just metres away from a stage of precise sporting drama, five young men dressed as seagulls are bobbing their heads up and down in time to the raucous noise that greets each dart meeting the board.

"I've got a hoarse voice at the end of it from singing and laughing ... darts "would always be something that I would turn off and probably roll my eyes at," she says. But she was "hooked ...

"Sorry to let everyone down so last minute but this illness has taken me by surprise and have totally lost my singing voice," she said in a statement. "The doctor has advised four weeks off for ...